mustloveshera:

hey here’s a horrible thought

so catra let adora fall and fought her and stuff, she’s like, Committed to this, right, no going back now, she doesn’t care anymore, fuck it

and she really thinks she’ll be happy if she “beats” adora, if she finally proves everyone wrong, if she’s finally strong

but let’s say there’s a battle and catra (somehow, doesn’t matter) is convinced that adora is dead (spoiler: she’s not, but shh) 

there’s a pause, she’s dead silent and still, and then she laughs, because she won, right, she won, she’s second best to no one, but that laugh–”hey adora”–just devolves into crying–”it’s not because i like you”–that devolves into screaming–”i really am going to miss you”–that she looks so confused by, like, what is going on, i won i was supposed to finally feel happy

and catra has never felt quite as powerless as she does then

anyway i’m probably gonna write this